Ok, I'm literally thinking about running away! This is how unbearable this is...?

Lemme just say I'm 14 and in my 14 years I have reilized that everyone is scared to f/cuking death of their own shadow in this country...there should literally be a law allowing so much exposure to CNN and the media because my mother is trying to tell me there is a f/cuking sts around every other corner! In my opion this is no way to raise a kid! I'm smart enough yes I know not to belive everything I see on the television and you CANNOT be afraid of the world to get ahead, and that is the reason all of these people you hear, I"m so depressed...if they weren't scared of their own shadow then no they wouldn't be depressed...this country is f/cuking scared to death of everything, it's all about safty and we are the most sheltered scared people in the world...and how do you fix people who have been rasied up thinking, "I would never go to Mexico, there are so many sts and killings there", I WANT TO GO OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE FREEWAY AND SAY, OMG PEOPLE STOP BEING AFRAID!...cont.